mom, i miss you so much when will my tears go away? i wonder what your doing right now..mothers day is in a few days and i will be thinking of you and i wish i could take you out somewhere nice and enjoy you being my mom. my kids r so big ali actually has his permit and has driven he could have been your taxi lol. funny but sometimes i wonder if your hair is still all puffy like tim nie the funeral guy made you..he did a beautiful job but then again you were too pretty to mess up anyways..your mom said she has been hurting. mercede is getting to be just like oli..shes in bras lol no period yet though. me and moose has become so close he helps me out alot and does so much for the kids. you would be so proud of moose he trys to babysit dad from time to time cuz hes aging and cant do much..we all miss you so much and i cant understand for the life of me why you got so weary and had to go, it has made all of us grow up real quick. i think you would be happy that im not just living with someone. actually married , we have had our moments and wanted to strangle each other but things are going good now he has been treating me good and he tries real hard to take good care of me and the kids..mike is a real turd as usual!!!lol and omw oli has a baby so now im a grammy and she is simply beautiful...her name is elena and what a doll you would love her and spoil her rotten i know. anyways i just wanted to say you are the best mom in the world and this mothers day i will enjoy my kids and know that i am good to them because u were good to me you set a great example u went to bat for me everytime even when i was wrong u defended my honor and i love you for making me strong.mom i love you and miss you and i will never understand till i get to see you again i love you